Yesterday we said goodbye to my great-aunt. It was such a beautiful humanist ceremony and lots of us cried. I couldnt look at the coffin cos I knew she was inside of it.
I was mainly there for my amazing cousin and her beautiful two girls. I took the girls to the memorial garden and looked after them a bit during the day. Theyre both so clever and were so brave
Her last song was an instrumental I dreamed a dream and I really struggled with that. But we know now that shes at peace.
I really dislike hating people, theres too many bad thoughts and negative energy. It clouds my head like brain fog and I become a ball of anger.
Sometimes I wish I didn’t see the best in everyone. That I wasn’t so sensitive.
Cunt
Yesterday I found out that I finally passed first year with a 2:2, Im so ridiculously happy
Life has changed a lot in the past year but the best things is my group of friends now. People change and grow apart, it happens we cant help it. You realise who is worth having your time and energy and who isn’t. I know now that distance doesnt matter, true friends can spend months apart but are still like siblings to you as opposed to people you see every day and think little of you.
My favourite days are full of laughter, drinking socially not cos we need to, not worrying about what the others think of you, with people who you know would kill for you but dont have to try andprove it every second.
If you’re reading this you know who you all are, thank you
Life update-
March 19th was my darling girlfriends birthday. She’s turned 24 this year and look at her! She looks like goddess! So to celebrate we all went and got drunk, as is the case for our friends group. There were many presents, mine was the ring which she got about 3 weeks early because she’s the most impatient woman on the planet.
We didn’t have a cake for her so I went to the store and got some cupcakes and candles and we lit them up and sang happy birthday to her at the cocktail bar.
It was a wonderful day for us and we all hope that it was a special birthday for her.
It was a very special day for me and meant so much. Also my boyfriend is wonderful
So this is from Pancake Day 2013. Pancakes were made by me and Kate, Rachel made stuffed apples. We ate then got really tired. Music was there and so was dancing. The Fran-Bot dance was created and Kate showed us more of her sexy sexy shoulder dance. It was a wonderful day full of food and merriment.
One of the best days
i couldnt imagine my life without it, for me its my “what would you do if you knew you couldnt fail” the answer would be everything and nothing
(Source: iamkarennicole, via hollysleeps)
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